Are you Focused?
2003-08-24@12:08 p.m.
"Well it's getting colder,
and you're getting distant,
and I just keep thinking,
that I never meant it,
to be like this...
to be like this...
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you know what comes next,
so do I.
[I'm] beggin for a way to gracefully bow out, and say.
Good [bye].
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it's worse than you think...
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on your way home,
you should have known,
[that this was coming to you]
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I'm only complaining to keep myself busy sweety.
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I can't say I blame you,
but I wish that I could.
I'm sick of writing every song,
about you.
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Don't call my name out your window, I'm leaving.
I'm sick of writing every song about you."
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I've had that song in my head all day. It's "Head Club" by Taking Back Sunday. you probably won't like it at first, but it will grow on you.
so ok, i've been doin a lot of thinking. and that's all. sorry.
does anyone else feel disconnected?
don't you love the way i don't talk to you?
went to church today. i hate sitting in the balcony cuz i can't focus.
my mind is a whirlwind right. "it's like a whirlwind inside of my head." it's so jumbled up with mixed thoughts and emotions.....they all want out but they're all so contradicting. "it's like I can't stop what I'm feeling within."
band anyone?
l8er dayz,
-tripp, or jacob, or jaycob, or JaK-oB
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Have you ever really sat back and appreciated your name? I really like the name Jacob.......say it......it's nice.
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I never let you let me down,
So how can you let me down again? (You can't)
And I never saw this until now,
Now I'm lost and don't know how to begin.
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You said that you loved me, you said that this was true.
But how can I trust in this, if I can't trust in you?
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Under the pinks and blues of a dying sky,
You told me you needed me, and I asked you, "Why?"
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You stumbled on your words, struggling, trying to make them follow.
But you said everything you needed to, to let me know you're hollow.
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A maddening gleem.
Sins unseen.
Nothing's what it seems.
You're unclean.
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