This Space For Rent
2003-02-18@3:40 p.m.
The last...dead last...
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All this thing has taught me over these years:
How to be a martyr. Forced into that position by my "friends." Pulled out by myself.
What gossip can do to a school. The whole learning process was completely thrown off for about 3 days. All for some jack-ass looking for a cowardly way to put others down.
Nothing about myself. It's like I put on a mask in this thing. But don't we all?
How to analyze every damn thing someone says. Everything someone says in here is broken down a put back together as something totally opposite of what it originally meant.
How to be a coward. Talking about someone in this damn thing rather than confronting them about it, knowing they're going to read it, and then blowing up when THEY confront YOU about it.
How to shut my friends out over stupid things. If I never read these damn things, Clark and I would have never been mad at each other, Michelle and I would never have fought to the extreme degree that it was taken, and so much other shit would have so much better.
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So that's what I've learned from this thing?
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Looks like I'm not as smart as I thought...
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"Good-bye to you, good-bye to you. You're taking up my time..." - The Used
"So it's over now...finally..." - TRUSTcompany
"In the end, it doesn't even matter..." - Linkin Park
"We out..BIIIOOOOOOOTCH!!" - PTK